.......Whoever said money doesn't buy happiness is wrong. It does. My ex has a happy life, a large home, a second wife, takes vacations abroad, buys sports cars etc. while I am probably going to end up homeless within the next year or two. I have lost everything, and now I think even my relationship with my son as well...because I am very far away geographically and don't have the money to visit him while my ex is retired and well off and can probably visit as much as he wants.

It really is none of my business. But it breaks my heart. I love my son more than life itself and I always felt we have a good relationship. My mental problems and state of poverty has probably taken it away for good.