I see it as an end too the fight I go through everyday being a recovering addict from pain Meds as well as ADHD , Depression, anxiety. But since stop of abusing pain meds and receiving mental health care I am doing a lot better I take Adderall 20mg 3 times day, suboxone down from 12 mg 6, klonopin 1mg down from 3mg a day to
1mg at night and Zoloft 100mg. But death is going to be relief of all pressures of life and hopefully reincarnation into an Eagle I can just fly