Hello mmiikkeeyy: Well... I'm not knowledgeable when it comes to dreams & I'm not a religious person. All I can offer is that for many years I experienced episodes of sleep paralysis. These were pretty-much, as I recall, always "embedded" in some sort of dream.

One dream in particular I can recall was that I was at the home of an aunt who lived on a busy street in the town where I grew up. In my dream I would be lying down in her driveway & I would roll out into the street. There would be traffic coming. But I couldn't get out of the way. I don't recall that I ever got hit in my dream though. What would happen is that I would wake up still unable to move until the sleep paralysis finally subsided. For many years, I had no understanding of what it was I was experiencing & it was frightening!

So anyway, my thinking is that perhaps what you are experiencing is something akin to sleep paralysis or something of that sort. And the reason it is couched in religious terms is that, as you wrote, you've recently rededicated your life to Christ. Having read & replied to some of your other posts, I know you have some other stuff going on & perhaps you're carrying around a certain amount of guilt in areas of your brain to which you have no conscious access. Material I have read regarding some of the newer brain research that is being done suggests that much more of who we are, & what we do, is controlled by areas of the brain to which we have no conscious access than we might typically imagine. At least these are my thoughts with regard to your post.