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I think, at least for myself, and I don't think I'm unique, that behavior occurs on a continuum. Often, when I am very stressed out, I talk more than normal and afterwards I wonder if what I was saying made sense. I try to be in total control of everything I do, and the more stressed I get the harder it is to do. I rarely just let myself, be myself. I'm a control freak, but the only person I'm trying to control is myself, and I'm not always cooperative. Does that make any sense at all?
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"Do you know what’s really scary? You want to forget something. Totally wipe it off your mind. But you never can. It can’t go away, you see. And… and it follows you around like a ghost."
~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)
"I feel like an outsider, and I always will feel like one. I’ve always felt that I wasn’t a member of any particular group."
~ Anne Rice
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