sometimes I've been held against my will and that's what I do is scream and yell and even punch the docs and nurses. otherwise if I go to the hospital on my own i'm fine. I hate others telling me i'm nutts and need to see a doc, but I've found out it is for the better. I am glad someone caught me before I fall into my own trap. I just don't like some of the docs that have control over my business and putting me on meds as a guinea pig.