unless you had admin delete those old posts under your previous user id....they are still here. Posts are here of mine & others way back to when I started here in 2004....& there are many from before that still available even if outside our viewing RANGE...everything is archived unless requested to be deleted.

I can relate to that thread. No one had any idea , even me that the bad marriage I was in was the driving force behind ALL the suicide attempts I had. Amazing how all those feelings disappeared after I left him....that was when I realized the source of my problems....but he was a nice person....just impossible to live with with ASD when you cant communicate with someone & there is no emotional connection & no career to hide away in any longer....then realizing my dad had been exactly the same way....no wonder why I told the mental heakth providers that everything was normal.
Sometimes we need a long term distance to really see ourselves not in a reaction to what we hsve been around all our lives. Then we know what we are REALLY WORKING WITH.