Hey all, thank you for the replies. I had to go IP because of this episode. I just got out and I have a new diagnosis of bipolar 1 with psychotic features and I'm taking Lithium. I learned a lot when I was in hospital, like how apparently I'm unusual in that I'm mostly manic and not depressed but still... that explains a lot.

Thanks again everyone, it's been a rough few days and I want to sleep. Once I get in bed it's over for the day, lol.

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