that was the hardest thing i have done ...... i sat there and told pdoc and social worker that i wanted to take my life.
it was the longest hour of my life, and then it went on a bit more......
they rang around the local mental health hospital, to get me a bed...... but there were none.
they told me i came off my diazipam to fast, (25 mg per day to nothing.) and thats why i feel like i do.
also told me i was close to having a seizure, due to me not taking my diazipam.............

im now home, the home treatment team are coming out tomorrow and sunday.....my cca is coming to see me on monday and my social worker is coming out to see me on tuesday...
i will keep you updated....

dec x0x