Often I feel myself jumping in and out of relationships. I don't feel as if I have a specific type, but a lot of the women I feel have something in common. A lot of women I date have some sort of issue they have been dealing with. Lately, I've dated older women who haven't been to college, which is odd because I see myself with a successful woman as I am enduring college, harder than most of your average degrees, engineering. The past few girlfriends I have had all say that I helped motivate them as they have pushed for some sort of degree. Why am I attracted to this "type." Do I not feel confident in myself? I often feel I am not happy with who I am. Am I not ready for true commitment? I don't understand why I settle and not long for something more?