I'm so sorry that you're struggling right now. I hope you will continue to see this therapist; sometimes forging a new relationship like this takes time and patience. I'm going through it right now and I have self-doubt each time I leave my T's office - does she like me? Am I worth her time? Is she worth my time? Is this helping? Should I go more? Should I go less?

Your post has inspired me to actually talk with her about these feelings...I hope you'll do the same! Stick with it.