I have never seen in the mirror the person I feel I ought to look like. For starters I don't feel anywhere my age. I've mentioned before my interest and activity out-of-doors. You would never know to look at me. Even at the height of my physical activity and good physical shape you would never have known it to look at me. Part of that though was the appearance I made for myself. I've never quite been able to afford the 'outdoorsy' look I would like to go for.