My marriage was so bad & felt so trapped I did more than SH. I justvwish I had realized what I was going through 13 years before I finally left. I might have done things differently rather that leaving & going back so many times. Honestly for me, the relief of being away has totally changed my life but for those 54 years I grew up with adad Im sure had ASD, & a mom who was had no self-esteem into a 33 year marriage with a guy who fits ALL the ASD behaviors. Though I was sure I was the broken one I kept fighting because it was the only way I knew how to defend myself....its amazing to live a peaceful life for the first time in my now 64 years.

Sometimes the problem is us....sometimes our problem is a reaction to a problem in our life & escape IS POSSIBLE.