Wow, Pink. What a great session! Therapy is painful, isn't it? It seems that it requires one to let go of what you thought you needed, of who you thought you were, and helps you see who you really are or who you can be. It's like mourning for the death of a part of yourself is required in order for a happier, healthier part of you to be reborn. I feel for you and know how deep the pain goes. I am happy, though, for what lies ahead of you. YOU ARE so much more than this. YOU ARE beyond this.
Take care,
Soliaree