I started getting really angry maybe like a few years ago and it was cause things my friends were doing and saying to piss me off. Also cause ill imagine getting in arguments with people like my parents and friends or my grandma or even people who I never got in fights with. Its hard not to think about cause it'll just come to me sometimes. Sometimes I have a really hard time explaining myself and people would just talk over me and not let me talk. Its extremely frustrating. I got in a fight about something with a friend who did the same thing and I'll want to think about things that make me mad to practice making my point but people might still talk over me. Doesnt seem people want to try to listen to me or to try to understand me. So I got angry a lot for a while and I calmed down but still get angry sometimes. I tried not getting angry cause my parents weren't liking it and I feel like im just losing control and I'm going crazy or something. I'll just be talked down to by people when I get in fights with them. Sometimes it'll just come to me so its hard not to think about especially when I want to practice trying to make my point and practice explaining my feelings and putting my thoughts into words. That can be really hard to do but does anyone ever think about what I'm thinking or try to understand me? People really piss me off. So what made me really mad a few days ago was something a friend I used to hang out with said just when I thought it wasnt bothering me anymore. A bunch of other things where making me mad that day too. Its not just these things I get mad about.