The bad news for me is im falling even deeper into depression and despair to the point that i cant even look after myself. The good news is that my social worker if finally realizing how bad it is for me. She said i may go to hospital if this continue. She also asked me if i want to go into a supported accomodation. I dont want to go to either though. I just want them to give me a good medication that will help me. But they dont want to give me anything that works. I wish i had money. People with money can get private treatment and probably get the medication that works.
Ive been to hospital before and theres lots of people that go there who are not as unwell as me. Im scared they will judge me when they see me. Infact i know they will. You can tell by my appearance that i am not well. I know i will be an outcast if i go there and that wont help me get better. So i dont know what to do any more