((((((((((((((((((( Jan ))))))))))))))))))))

I'm so very sorry for this Jan. I understand the anxiety you are feeling. Can I make a suggestion???

Christmas is a month away. I know the time leading up to the day is stressful and fun and happy and sad. Why not take the stand that you will take each day as it comes....try hard not to look into the future and predict what will happen. Find within yourself your own Christmas meaning and go with it hon. Fulfill your spirituality so that you can feel better about yourself and your situation. I know this is all easier said than done.

Put up that tree...sing carols at the top of your lungs while doing it. If that's what it takes...then you go girl!!!

I'll be your cheerleader

Hugssss
sabby