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It's interesting the timing that you posted this, because I've been thinking and feeling this way too lately. Lately, I've been having some health issues, and I can't help but wonder if my meds are causing this. I am afraid to stay on a high doses of certain meds and read too much about the risks of AP's, especially (especially since my dose has increased a lot over a short time frame). This fear is especially bad, given that I have anxiety issues already!!

I plan to keep record of any questions I have for my pdoc for next time I go. Definitely reach out to your pdoc about any concerns on a regular basis, if that helps you put your mind to rest. Writing down specifics could be helpful. It is completely normal to have such concerns about being on psych meds though.