This is a tough one. My mom witnessed my psychotic break including me thinking she was poisoning me etc but she couldn't deal then or now. She swept that so fast under the rug it's like it never happened. It triggered her when I brought it up in the past
So it may not do any good telling her if she's the queen of denial like my mother
If she's more open it may help
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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