I don't think it's bad to feel wrong. We're all human and our desires change as we change. Sometimes what you think will make you happy, doesn't really make you happy once you get it. There is no such thing as a regular person, there is only you. And you beat your depression! So now it's a matter of finding your normal and that will take time. Since you are no longer able to work, is there anything that you want to do? Outside and/or including hobbies? Maybe having something regular to do, like volunteering, could help. Take care of yourself!