I'm curious of what made you think that!! I think it's interesting how people create an image for others without seeing or interacting with them in person. Personally, I think I'm being perceived inaccurately in the cyber world, at least based on how I perceive myself.

How things work with me is like this: I get interested in things very quickly, but I lose interest even quicker. Part of the reason is that because I get frustrated very quickly when things don't work out or don't give the desired outcome or satisfaction. Also I think being alone and loneliness is another part of the reason. Doing things alone and for yourself is difficult to sustain and get boring after doing them a couple of times alone. I would feel more confident to go out and do things with someone. I admit that I don't get along with people easily, regardless of age, gender, or education (I didn't get along with other PhD holders as well). So, I'm in a way between a rock and a hard place. Both options aren't easy to embrace. But I digress, so, I will stop here