I remember a recurring dream I had at age 6 or 7 clearly, of a black and white spiral that was turning almost like it was hypnotizing me, with an old ladies voice in the background but not visible talking to someone and saying "it's ready, i got it ready", I do not know what they were talking about. It ended every time with a bomb explosion noise, why do I still remember this so vividly still so many years later and what does it symbolize? Sometimes I think it may have been my way of hypnotizing myself to forget a bad memory but I don't know. I had this dream about 6 times and it still scares me to think about it.