I just feel like there's something stopping me from truly accepting that something is one way or another. If this person can see it what if they're not real and it's just my mind making the attempt to convince myself this is really by adding more fake evidence to prove that it's right and that it's real when it's not there's no real point where I think my mind can stop it from creating the evidence.

Maybe you guys are just hallucinations you guys are all fake and my mind is just making you up to support itself trying to play tricks on me it just goes deeper and deeper what is real anyway why does it matter so much to convince me of these things