I think I do have a fear of success, or maybe more so the attention that can come with being successful. I never was a fan of my accomplishments being celebrated. I've never wanted anyone to make a big deal out of me or anything I did. I have also received hate as a result of my talent being acknowledged, and even though I don't feel like it was deserved, it really isn't a good feeling. Seems someone has always found a way to kick me right back down to the floor whenever I thought I had reason to believe I was worth something. I've never been able to enjoy my accomplishments for very long.