I don't need to spill the beans as I live in a town where it is easy to find out some ones past if you really want to, gossip spreads like wild fire. I did some very controversial things like I rollerbladed through the supermarket I worked in thinking no one could see me with my knees and elbows cut to shreds all blooded up. I was like a crazed maniac. Psychosis at its self destructive best.
I wish I could keep my Achilles heel secret, I even tried to move away but I am still here.
I didn't even come out as gay and everyone found out, I had only had a few flings never had a girlfriend yet the whole town found out, I wasn't even ready at the time.
I want to forget there is "something wrong" with me. I want people to treat me as normal so I wouldn't tell anyone up front, only once some body else dredges up my past which always happens