Hello knopssos: Well... I don't know as there is much in the way of advice I can offer you, although I certainly know the feeling. However, in my case, I'm an older person & I'm not searching for ways to fill the void. It simply is what it is.

I see this is your first post here on PC. So... to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! May the time you spend here be of benefit.

PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!