Well I survived my after work party.
I really didn't want to go. Crowded events like this where you are expected to mingle always freak me out. I always feel like I don't have anybody to talk to. I only went bc my coworker friends also went- so at least I had people to hang out with. But I see all these people laughing and having a great time and me I can't wait to get the **** out of there.
What is wrong with me?? Why am I such a loser. Ugh.
AnywAy i showed up- participated in a work social event so I appear normal and friendly and crap.
Why can't i just have fun and chill out like everyone else. Sigh.