My not liking and being upset by how they are acting and what they are/aren't saying is not faulty thinking. They suck. I am not in the wrong. I should be getting defended, but they will not. I get it. It's not me, it's them. So, I am not letting it bother me. Take a deep breath. This mood will pass. They will not get the best of me this time. Those who say they love me are really enemies in disguise. Not all, just my mother, husband and one sister is a b**ch. she always was. Just stirring the pot, making trouble.

I remember an incident when I was 9 that my mother handled horribly and my sister sat right by her side, being horrible about what happened right along with her, like her assistant, and loving it.

She was nasty to me when I was a teen, too.

What a family! I can't trust my own family! How sad.

So I've blown them off. Good riddance!