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Everything. Especially when depressed but in "stability" as well. I come from a long line of shaming. A long line of mental illness too so perhaps that factors in? Along with grandparents who grew up in poverty and troubled parents. Ahh but how far can one go back without coming to the realization there is only the here and now and self defeating thoughts of guilt are useless? So yeah I'm working on it
Do you think trauma can trigger bipolar or only complicate it?
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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