I did talk to her this afternoon. She told my mom it was ok to call her and talk to her. She said she was hurt and stuff and that her supervisor saw the review and talked to her about it. It was a pretty awkward conversation. She asked what I was up to and I told her about my new job and how in general I am a very happy and stable person. The funny thing is she didn't really try to deny anything. She did say that she still cared about me and she was hoping I was doing well and was happy. I'm just having bad memories from 2 years ago, Tomorrow will be 2 years since the hospital incident. Today was not good in general. I'm probably just having bad memories of the hospital incident. I had a bad day at work and I was so sure I would be below 170 pounds after a week of strict dieting, but I was still only 170 pounds. The day was pretty crappy, but I have a positive outlook for tomorrow.