I'm trying to get in with a therapy co-op my mom told me about. Seems like it'd be helpful to find some answers. I did go to a therapist for a year after my first gf, she ekpt telling me to go to meetings for my addiction. I find it exceptionally hard to, having gone once, I saw no one had made it past 3 days. It was disheartening and I didn't even talk.

I do really need to confront the **** I've been through and done if I am ever going to heal.