I wonder at my ability to express....that the word that rises is beautiful..?..

Then I think of that place of balance...where there is no light...there is no dark....that cusp of fullness....that drains to emptiness....the emptiness that is full....the teachings of the ancient....that of...one taste.....no acceptance...no rejection........my experience of death....for 3 times I died....brought back by the age of modern medicine....there was no fear....only the awareness of all as ONE....a great cosmic expanse of merged connection....nothing withheld...all flowing into ONE....the fullness of emptiness...again...returned....awareness...the dark of void...expanded to the brilliance of light illuminating beyond....gone beyond.....far beyond...all the way past knowing....

I hear words....I am sorry.....Please forgive me....Thank you....I love you....
Another ancient teaching....is it...for the past...for the future...of this moment....is it another's voice whispering...or is it my own voice....offering..

I rejoice for the light of day......