I'm not talking to my family, I feel I have no one. I'm very suicidal at the moment, and scared of what the near future brings. I feel I have nothing to live for, and that I only have struggles ahead of me in the future. I just know I can't take any more struggles, I need some hope to hang on to now, but there is nothing. I don't really know what to do. I just want to end it all.