Drafted email...

Hi Dr. S,

My surgery is still slated for check in time of ***am and it has moved to south OR. I should be in my room by time you are free, if there are no delays getting me into the OR.

- me

Thinking.. do I need to send this to you?? Why am I sending it to you? Because when we last talked, it was a wait list and everything was speculative. But do I need to confirm that things are on target or would you figure that I would only contact you if there was a problem?? Am I wanting to contact you because I'm scared, ok terrified in this moment. in the little engine that could... "I got this... I got this".. ***** sigh... I don't have any PRN anti-anxiety meds. Could you just knock me out until Tuesday?