I had been trying to ignore this.
I mean, yes, I have been aware of the dark turn my thoughts have been taking. I just was trying to make less of it than it was. If that makes sense.
The truth is I am preparing.
And it didn't truly click until today when I saw my GP. And yet I can tell no one of my real plan.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure.
Failure - Breaking Benjamin