Please say something to me
Even if u wait til sunday

I need to know you have not given up

I'm trying to remind myself that you suggested not meeting with me because you really want me to stop using drugs

And I try to remind myself of the texts you sent on wednesday

It just really hurt that your response to my reaching out last night was to email me a bill

It felt so cold.

I'm alone and suffering but I AM STILL GOING. I haven't broken down. Well, not totally

Things have felt so rocky with you for the past couple of months

Please help me T. Don't just leave me High and dry..,

Me.