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Old Mar 18, 2017, 12:52 AM
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Originally Posted by ForestWasp View Post
I am so sorry to hear that you are suffering like this. I know that there was a point that I was suffering with a failing relationship for the same reason. I know that for me breaking up with someone that did not understand my illness was the best thing that could have happened to me. Hold strong your life will have a way of making you happy it may not seem like it will now but please hold on. Stay strong!
I'm sorry you were in a similar situation. It makes you feel so alone through your struggles.

I told my therapist that it makes me feel more defective as well. She said that sometimes our partners just can't understand the pain we're going through, even if they're trying they're best.

She'd be willing to have my boyfriend join us in session sometime and try to help him support me a little better. The problem is that he expresses his dislike of my self harm with intense anger a lot of the time and that REALLY scares me.

I went through a lot of that with my mom since early childhood and I don't handle it well (I mean who would?) It makes me want to hurt myself even more.

Thank you for the encouragement. I sure hope life gets better..
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