I spent a year married to an abusive b**tard and Ieft.him back in 1999...I thought I had put l the physical, emotional, and sexual abuse behind me... Until May 2013 when out of nowhere and without warning I started having Gran mal seizures.... Turned out I have conversion disorder w seizure due to repressed memory syndrome from that relationship I ended in 99..
Take some good advice ...Get out now before ur too traumatized to ever recover