You are most definitely not alone. Using dreams are pretty common. When I was in my last rehab, nearly everyone had them at least once. I don't get them all that often, but when I do, I wake up in a panic, thinking I've blown my sobriety date, and really did get drunk, the dreams are so realistic. I have to practice all my grounding skills to remind myself that it was just a dream and that I didn't really drink.
Hopefully the dreams will lessen with time.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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