I really scared myself this morning when I woke up and realized how much I drank. I drank almost two bottles of wine by myself. My friend came over and we had a very long philosophical conversation over a bottle of wine, and I had already drank most of a bottle before she came over. I was so into the conversation I didn't think twice about how much I was drinking. I went straight to bed when she left and I don't get hungover, but today I'm going to act like I am and really pound the water today. I know my parents are gonna freak when they find out how much I drank and I'll probably get spoken to about it. I've never consumed or tolerated this much alcohol before. I was just so focused on our conversation I didn't realize how much I was drinking, but when I woke up to find that both bottles were empty and she only had half a glass, it really tripped me out. The only kind of hangover I get is paranoia which I'm definitely feeling now. I think I need to reevaluate how much I drink. I'm not even depressed or emotional when I've been drinking lately, I've been drinking with my friend and it's not a whole lot either, usually only two glasses, but I've been drinking a lot more lately and I think I need to stop.