hi one

i can really relate... i've had good bosses but i still had that fear you described... it wasn't just the boss, everyone nearly, but tough around the boss for sure... i staryed working jobs without much supervision for that reason...

always had a hard time with work period... heck, everything was hard...

but now i have a boss i really like... maybe there's some emotion between respect and like that fits the way i felt with the other bosses... they just didn't inspire me like this one does...

it makes it natural to be affable with him, whatever this emotion is... its respect, like, trust, enjoy... i think having worked out some of my issues (many to go) i'm better able to able to connect with others...

your fears mirror back fear... preventing connections... love and respect mirror back the same... growing connections...

hope this makes sense...