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Originally Posted by whisperingskye
I realised that I'm not actually trying to help myself. I don't know that I want to. I went to see my GP for something to help with sleep and anxiety but when I walked out of the appointment I knew I actually had no intentions of taking what was prescribed. Instead I hid the pills away.
The feeling that I won't overcome this isn't a new thing. Sometimes I might have a bit more fight in me, not anymore I guess.
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At least you do visit your gp (a gp) .. I very rarely do that
I think you have more fight in you than you think... I often have felt like I don't want to be here one more day... this bear is more resilient than some (abusers) thought.. I think you are as well
I believe that if you or any one of us here does end it.. the Universe will be a much sadder (and emptier) place