funny, I remember a time when I would complain about too many weddings...now I am 63yo and it is too many funerals...I had a friend who died at 94yo...he had 13 siblings just imagine so many died on his watch...it is the circle of life . but there are times I think this whole "life" thing is like sitting around a table and one by one all must go .....Who will be next? as we all see sometimes, it is not always the old to go first... be right with your maker and all will be well. better days are coming!