****.
I took a nap after work yesterday. Then was up late, ate dinner at like 11 pm. Went to bed around 1ish? And I woke up at 11 am, went to the bathroom and went back to sleep until 4:30 pm. Really??!!! Did I really just sleep for like 17 hours on a Saturday?! ****. I can't believe I wasted almost the entire day in bed.
I have to do some laundry. Ugh. I sort of wish I was still unconscious. Um yeah. I'm gonna say that this is not normal. Medication doesn't work. Nothing works when I am like this.
I feel like i a total **** up.
And it is once again snowing outside. I CANNOT DEAL. Jeez- I need a mood boost.

Of course I would never do this without speaking to my pdoc first (never!), but do u think maybe upping my lamictal would help?? I was on as high a dose as 200 mg 2x a day at one point and now only take 100 mg 2x a day. It's supposed to help w depression, right? Idk I'm just thinking out loud Here i suppose.