Hi Sophie's mom,
To me, I don't need to share. Some things are so visible. Peopl make assumptions and tell me useless stuff. Friends tell me useless stuff. Particularly infuriating that some of them are judgemental even they have never been through the things I am going through. To me the impossible is that they will understand me in the future. Simply they do not know what they are talking about. Trying to explain what is going on inside me it is like throwing my pearls before pigs. There is an esential part of my suffering that is understood only by peers like you.
They don't know and they will never know because they are not interested in learning, really, or because they just cannot do it. I feel alone, unless I think of my peers
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ClaraHope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel
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