we need to talk ... a female kpop idol saved me from a very deep depression ... it seems one is driving you down ... we are like the two ends of a magnet ... dreams ... hopes .... of reaching out to another can be a powerful force ... becoming obsessed can also be a powerful force ... but in a hurtful way ... we must accept reality ... she has a life there ... you and I have lives very far away ...

even if you lived across the street from her there is no way of knowing if your advances would be accepted ... relationships like you want are a two way street ... I understand the "want" ... "need" to have someone to feel for you like you do for her ... maybe if you feel that strongly about her you should consider her happiness ... she maybe reaching out to someone "there" to fill her life .... maybe you should do likewise ... and reach out to someone who lives in your area .... we can admire ... idolize ... even love a celebrity ... but think for a minute
all the thousands who feel like you do ...

that is not a reason to be depressed ... I am not explaining myself very well partly because I know what your going thru and it is hard to dash a dream you have so strongly helt ... I have no desire to have a relationship but I do hope some day to meet and thank her for having such an impact on my life ... I also hope you can temper your dream to allow your love for her to not be so all consuming ... to understand you are torturing yourself ... This is tough ... please let me be your friend ... we can get thru this ... Tigger . " a sunshinner ... forever " ...