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Originally Posted by Trace14
Of course that makes sense. Have you been diagnosed with DID? That's way out of my league as far as understanding an knowing how you would deal with that, but it does make perfect sense and I'm glad you shared. How long have you been fighting this voice? Is there a way to make peace with it and explain how it would benefit all to feel better? Maybe you could educate me more on this, would you?
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DD-NOS is a better way of putting it. I haven't officially been diagnosed with anything other than PTSD and depression from my current T.
I have one guy, I like him, who's trying to help me and encourages me to listen to our T (our because he's wanting to start talking to him, too). Then there's this girl who doesn't believe any of us need help and that we deserve to be punished. There are others but they mostly don't talk to me.
The hallucinations outside of my head are usually people staring at me and giving off various vibes. Then there are the bugs that crawl over my walls, floor and me. Then there's hearing people argue in a separate room, hearing so many voices that it's equivalent to a busy shopping center. Sometimes a woman will laugh at me, too. I see someone play with my reflection, a woman who torments me.
That's a list of these things I deal with. The comforting guy I talk to has been with me since early childhood. The girl has been around since middle school. These other hallucinations have come and gone since I was 12 or 13. I can't reason with almost any of them except the guy and sometimes the girl.