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Old Mar 18, 2017, 08:55 PM
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Originally Posted by Só leigheas View Post
DD-NOS is a better way of putting it. I haven't officially been diagnosed with anything other than PTSD and depression from my current T.
I have one guy, I like him, who's trying to help me and encourages me to listen to our T (our because he's wanting to start talking to him, too). Then there's this girl who doesn't believe any of us need help and that we deserve to be punished. There are others but they mostly don't talk to me.
The hallucinations outside of my head are usually people staring at me and giving off various vibes. Then there are the bugs that crawl over my walls, floor and me. Then there's hearing people argue in a separate room, hearing so many voices that it's equivalent to a busy shopping center. Sometimes a woman will laugh at me, too. I see someone play with my reflection, a woman who torments me.

That's a list of these things I deal with. The comforting guy I talk to has been with me since early childhood. The girl has been around since middle school. These other hallucinations have come and gone since I was 12 or 13. I can't reason with almost any of them except the guy and sometimes the girl.
I like where the guy is going and I think he has your best interest at heart. Maybe once you communicate with the T and tell him all this maybe the others will feel more comfortable and safe in feeling better and communicating in a more supportive way. What do you think?
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