Hey sorry u r going thru this.
I've never taken the pill but I know that once I took plan b (am after pill) and I felt totally crazy for weeks. I felt ****ing nuts. And thats just like taking extra strong birth control pill so I can't imagine how this must be. Sorry. Hang in there.

In the future have u ever considered the copper iud for birth control? No hormones at all. And it lasts for 10 years. Just a thought.
Anyway, thinking of u and hope this passes soon.