Today I had to take my daughter to the airport by myself. She is starting a new life, elsewhere.

My husband is not here. He left yesterday and is away for a few days...

"Normal" people would be able to deal with this. I know how my brain is SUPPOSED to handle this.

But I am not normal...at all.

And today is difficult. Very, very difficult.

Please. I ask kindly that you not to tell me that things will get better and that I should be happy for her and it was bound to happen....I know these things. But, sadly, now is not a time I can see any light.

It's just a vent/or a pity party or maybe I need to put my grief out there into the nothingness so that it's not JUST inside me.

If you read this. Thank you. It was kind of you.