But you got me thinking Sky about my friend Marietta being blamed for her cancer not improving due to her emotional health and then she died. She was so angry about that statement that she went against everyone at hospice and the established norm and had a blood transfusion or two for gasp, a few extra days and quality with her family. That was productive anger.

I hear that you think I am taking it all in and turning it against myself. No I respectfully disagree. I do feel stronlgly that unless you or I or anyone else is willing and able to fly the politic route we might well get used to flying the get shat on route. We do nopt have the power to make changes. We are stuck with curruption and personal attacks. I don't have the guts so I admit it's off to the land I go to do my work close to it.